Today I was practicing the dance that I had and I think that I was doing some pretty good work, just kidding I id awful but that was because it was my first day practicing. The group that I'm in are practicing for the dance and the concert is in two months so we have a decent amount of time to practice. I might literally not play my game on the week days anymore just because I need to practice this dance and I don't wanna let me team down. Besides my bedtime Is always 8:30 p.m anyway so it's not like I get a lot of time to play my game, before I know it 1 hour will go back in a flash.
Meanwhile when practicing for a dance it will probably be different because it'll be hard for me and I'm definitely enjoying myself. Meanwhile, I'm debating whether I should even dance because my stomach is quite bloated today and I don't exactly feel the best in my stomach right now, actually I feel like maybe that's the whole point. Anyways, today wasn't a dress down but that's actually good because I wanted to wear the P.E uniform today anyway. I literally don't have any jeans that I want and the ones that I do I didn't buy because my dad didn't like them.
Since I was practicing for dance I didn't eat Lunch and nowadays I feel like maybe I don't need to eat Lunch because there really is no point if I have such a huge dinner. Well, not huge dinner but like today where I just ate a lot of stuff in general, and my parents make Lunch at home as well which is prepared for us. I usually consider it Dinner though because how can anyone have Lunch at 5 p.m that's not healthy for your body. You're better off just not eating at all then throwing off your schedule. Besides by not eating as much I will bloat less and not feel full when dancing.
I have to use the bathroom after this blog anyway and then I'll dance so that's probably the reason why I'm bloating. Stuff like this is really what makes me conscious and even though I'm worried about what others think about me I never really take any initiative about it. Because in the end I just think, why not just play a couple of minutes on my computer, it won't hurt anyone. And then I stay for like 4 hours which is not what I originally wanted.
Or, how about I just not eat tase last few dumplings, but then devour them anyway because that's just me. And believe me I appreciate my aunt because she bought dumplings and Dunkin donuts for me and my sister. However, my sister literally ate 2 donuts and all the munchkins so I was left with 2 donuts. It's healthier than eating everything because too honest I probably would not have shared with her.
Meanwhile when practicing for a dance it will probably be different because it'll be hard for me and I'm definitely enjoying myself. Meanwhile, I'm debating whether I should even dance because my stomach is quite bloated today and I don't exactly feel the best in my stomach right now, actually I feel like maybe that's the whole point. Anyways, today wasn't a dress down but that's actually good because I wanted to wear the P.E uniform today anyway. I literally don't have any jeans that I want and the ones that I do I didn't buy because my dad didn't like them.
Since I was practicing for dance I didn't eat Lunch and nowadays I feel like maybe I don't need to eat Lunch because there really is no point if I have such a huge dinner. Well, not huge dinner but like today where I just ate a lot of stuff in general, and my parents make Lunch at home as well which is prepared for us. I usually consider it Dinner though because how can anyone have Lunch at 5 p.m that's not healthy for your body. You're better off just not eating at all then throwing off your schedule. Besides by not eating as much I will bloat less and not feel full when dancing.
I have to use the bathroom after this blog anyway and then I'll dance so that's probably the reason why I'm bloating. Stuff like this is really what makes me conscious and even though I'm worried about what others think about me I never really take any initiative about it. Because in the end I just think, why not just play a couple of minutes on my computer, it won't hurt anyone. And then I stay for like 4 hours which is not what I originally wanted.
Or, how about I just not eat tase last few dumplings, but then devour them anyway because that's just me. And believe me I appreciate my aunt because she bought dumplings and Dunkin donuts for me and my sister. However, my sister literally ate 2 donuts and all the munchkins so I was left with 2 donuts. It's healthier than eating everything because too honest I probably would not have shared with her.
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