Today was a half day so I am just going to be talking about the whole day. This morning I woke up at around 6:40 A.M and I was just having a peaceful dream all to myself about be being in some medical war and just saving lives. It was really cool, do you guys ever have those dreams where you are losing someone or something? 

Because I don't know if this is a bad sign but for the past couple of my dreams they've either had something to do with one of my family members dying, or just in the ocean and getting eaten by huge animals like the Great White Shark or some huge dinosaur. I've been having many dreams about being in the Ocean and it's so scary because there is nothing surrounding me, just water and empty darkness. The picture that you see is a perfect representation of this. 

It's just countless emptiness and you feel like there is something watching you. If you look at the picture it shows one person who is not even a couple of feet away from the surface but is already surrounded by nothingness and there is a giant see monster all the way at the bottom. Now I know as of right now there is nothing that big in the ocean (at least from what we know) but that doesn't mean a shark or a giant octopus can't kill you or drag you down away from the surface. 

This almost makes me terrified because I almost feel like this is scarier than space. My reason being this is because at least in space there are a ton of beautiful stars and no monsters trying to kill you. Of course you won't live long enough to survive a couple of minutes at the most in space, but the same thing goes for the sea. In both scenarios you will have an oxygen tank if you're lucky but that won't help you after an hour or two. 

And going back to talking about those dreams about my family members dying. I don't just mean my family members. Sometimes I meet some made up character in my dreams and then after meeting them they just die. It's actually so sad and terrifying, sometimes I get pissed or sad because my dad or sister wakes me up in the middle of the dream and it makes me feel like they really are gone. Dreams can be some of the best experiences in the world and I'm happy to be a part of that experience.