Today's post is going to be about today because it was. half day and on top of that I didn't really do anything related to soccer because the game was yesterday and that wasn't the most fun. Actually, this post today is going to become about the soccer game yesterday because I am still really sad about that. So, when I went on my phone after leaving the game I got a bunch of different text messages from people who were watching the game and then people who were just on my soccer team on the sidelines also told me that I did good and that there was nothing to worry about.
Then, finally there was a couple of people who didn't say I did good but they said that I shouldn't worry because it's my first game and that it wasn't exactly fair cause this team already played a game and they were good. I went ahead, and agreed with them and said thank you and whatnot even though I felt really bad. Until finally one of my best friends who was in the soccer team told me that I did really well and when he saw me crying he felt really bad and I felt even worse because I made him cry and that is just unforgivable.
So I wiped my tears away and grabbed my book pack before I went out. There another 2 kids from my class hugged me, I think that one of the girls in the yearbook who is in my class has a picture of me crying and everyone crying and I think that this is going to be one of the moments in the yearbook, the beloved soccer team's first game and it was a loss. And then it just shows that I really messed I up for the team no matter what they said. Today at school I walked into school and I got bombarded by people telling me that I did good job as goalie and that I shouldn't sweat it.
Of course I had the right to feel bad and I did but laughed it off because they all were genuine and great friends of mine so I didn't wanna seem like I was joking. When I go to school tomorrow I am going to thank my gym teacher for writing the email which was really nice, he wrote an email yesterday talking about how he was sorry that there were a couple people who didn't get to play at all and there were also a couple of people who only played for like 5 minutes.
The reason was because he wanted the people were playing originally to get their rhythm and only take small breaks in between. I can understand his message, but then he wrote at the bottom that he wanted to single out one player which was me and he talked about how it wasn't fair and that I took one for the team by volunteering to play goalie no matter if it was my strong suit or not.
Then, finally there was a couple of people who didn't say I did good but they said that I shouldn't worry because it's my first game and that it wasn't exactly fair cause this team already played a game and they were good. I went ahead, and agreed with them and said thank you and whatnot even though I felt really bad. Until finally one of my best friends who was in the soccer team told me that I did really well and when he saw me crying he felt really bad and I felt even worse because I made him cry and that is just unforgivable.
So I wiped my tears away and grabbed my book pack before I went out. There another 2 kids from my class hugged me, I think that one of the girls in the yearbook who is in my class has a picture of me crying and everyone crying and I think that this is going to be one of the moments in the yearbook, the beloved soccer team's first game and it was a loss. And then it just shows that I really messed I up for the team no matter what they said. Today at school I walked into school and I got bombarded by people telling me that I did good job as goalie and that I shouldn't sweat it.
Of course I had the right to feel bad and I did but laughed it off because they all were genuine and great friends of mine so I didn't wanna seem like I was joking. When I go to school tomorrow I am going to thank my gym teacher for writing the email which was really nice, he wrote an email yesterday talking about how he was sorry that there were a couple people who didn't get to play at all and there were also a couple of people who only played for like 5 minutes.
The reason was because he wanted the people were playing originally to get their rhythm and only take small breaks in between. I can understand his message, but then he wrote at the bottom that he wanted to single out one player which was me and he talked about how it wasn't fair and that I took one for the team by volunteering to play goalie no matter if it was my strong suit or not.
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